I like epiphanies. I mean, if I were less lazy? I'd totally be explaining here in scary detail exactly why MVP works for me perfectly as a perception of a screwed-up John while, say, most screwed-up John stories, no matter how much I like them, don't connect like that.
But I am lazy. And you should go comment now. I mean, to her. Not to me. I am just sitting here with desert porn tryingn to figure out if just writing an unsubstantiated sex scene is really a bad thing.
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From:...that's why THE WAY Rodney loves him in this fic, the way Rodney looks at him/after him and worries about him and interprets some arguably quite shitty behavior as acceptable and understandable and even hopeful - oh, that just gets me where I live. Not only did you write Rodney in a way that made me empathize with him the way I haven't until now (I'm too invested in John and have been since day one); you've also placed me, reader and fangirl, in a position I haven't expected AT ALL from ANY fic.
It's as if you've raised a mirror to fangirling John as I experience it, to the fan's power of interpretation of a beloved character, except you've also shown how limited or easily manipulated or even blind that interpretation can be, because we see so many "readings" of John (inside the story, particularly: for both John and Rodney, for both their relationship and the way they view/value each other AND themselves); and by doing so, it's as if you have RECOGNIZED and NAMED and maybe even PETTED a little THE SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS I feel as a fan about what I love, hate, see, read in my favorite characters. [...] This fic, which - in my mind's eye - stretches John between woobiefied object (by Rodney, via that psych evaluation) and needy, maybe deliberately oblivious, at times cruel-simply-by-being-active subject (by the way he is shown to us) offers that PERFECTLY BALANCED AMBIGUITY, the reason I'm drawn to him so much, and I STILL have no words to tell you how happy I am that this story EXISTS, period.
I... really like MVP. A lot. And I think I'll go post this in
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From:I'm sure it's not. It's really not. *G*
Randomly, I saw this picture of John (http://sg-atlantis.emedian.net/images/ep/s3/303/images/SGA303-0003.jpg) from Season 3 promotional photography and thought of you.
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From:I'll go put my teeth back in and try again.
Pah, write they unsubstantiated sex scene and let us decide whether it is a bad thing or not. :P
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From:Sometimes sex just happens.
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