the usual, i'm very tired and the universe hates me, at least a little

I'm thinking about insomnia, mostly because, welcome to my life, I get it a lot. It's rarely physical, either, which is the part that sucks. I can be so tired I can't see straight, but my mind doesn't--quite--turn off. Which I suppose is what insomnia is. And it's rarely useful thinking, though it's loud. Well, except for a few times when I was writing And All the World Beneath and I jerked myself up and wrote out what I'd finally worked out. I mean, at least that's useful and makes it worth it to want to die all day at work.

( my issues, let me show you them )

it is early and i am not dead

Okay, so I didn't finish my webpage updates. I mean, I'd say I am bad, but seriously, even thinking of CSS causes this uncontrollable desire to commit homicide, and I've been told I really don't have a good insanity defense for it. Yet.

Yet.

Links, Links, and Links

Actually, one three links, unless I find another before finishing this first post. (And I did!)

ownurshame by the deeply, deeply awesome gweneiriol, a community with a mission. And not just any mission, mind, but a noble one, which I personally tried not to begin to cry when I read.

This comm welcomes links to all types of "romance" fics whether they be slash, het, or everything in between. Anyone may post to the comm, and do so anonymously, if they wish.

*gestures* The beauty of this is indescribible but I am sure includes words like oh thank God yes.

Go. Shoo. Open up your virtual shoe box. Romance.

tx_tart is murmuring about the awesome of John. It is--um. Not easy to talk. As the pictures are worth far, far more than a thousand words. Look here.

And my zen is complete. Mostly. I will say, the coffee seems to taste better today. Somewhere, a bird sings. And my webpage is not waiting for an update. *satisfied*

And what we've all been waiting for practically forever, or at least since last year....

Remix Redux 6 opened for sign-ups. There's been some change in the rules, so read through and sign-up.

sgasnippet: for ladycat777

For ladycat777 of very much awesome and so much excellence because she deserves pretty things and John is very, very pretty. And because I am the type of person who sits around and thinks, mmm. Sleepy psychopaths. Now this is appropriate for a gift.

(ETA: And thanks to chopchica for going "awww" in the AIM window.)

Set right after the thing with the Daedalus.

Title: Crimes Snippet
Author: Seperis
Codes: John/Rodney
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sociopath cuddling porn.
Warnings: Please see this entry for series warnings.

( crimes against humanity, snippet )

how does that even work, thematically speaking?

sutlers totally has made the win.

...I seriously have no clue how to describe it, but I feel that maybe the Goa'uld came to earth before. I don't know. I only know that I didn't realize the lyric "Bright eyes" was oh so literal.

Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler.

I don't even know what to do with the ninjas. I just know my life could not have been complete until this moment.

You so want to know about the ninjas. Hell, I want to know about the ninjas.