this is totally like when rodney left john for jennifer

[seperis]

Shame is for the weak, or, how I realized I had become invested in Pinto RPS to an extent I was not aware of until I realized I was searching the kink meme for a distressingly specific kind of kink and not finding nearly enough of it and becoming bitter.

Then I read something else and all became clear.



amireal

amireal: I kind of want to print that story out and burn it now.
seperis: wait, we are talking about the same fic?
seperis: *checking*
amireal: the one you linked
seperis: With Chris not converted by the awesome of Zach's cock?
amireal: yes
seperis: BECAUSE I DO NOT BELIEVE THIS IS REALISTIC
seperis: YES I AM SAYING THIS ABOUT FUCKING RPS.
seperis: BUT ZACK FUCKED HIS ASS OFF AND MY GOD
amireal: well, realism or not, that summation 2 paragraphs at the end was just shitty writing
seperis:CONVERT HIM
amireal: BURN IT
seperis: *BITTER*

winterlive

seperis: Zach could convert eveyrone
seperis: AND CHRIS GOT IT GOOD
winterlive: and the real true and honest facts of the situation are that if zachary quinto fucks you in the ass, you will let him do it again as often as he likes and that's how it is
seperis: This is truth.
winterlive: you can quote me on that
seperis: I really feel it would be part of my development as a human to post this convo.
seperis: Just so I can remember the betrayal I felt
winterlive: you may
winterlive: this is what i'm telling you.

svmadelyn

svmadelyn: *sighs sadly*
svmadelyn: you'd have to be dead not to undergo that conversion.



I feel betrayed, trufax. I am going to go cry into some sort of cushion and wonder about tinhatism. I could totally go this way. I blame winterlive.

Comments

[alita-b-angel.livejournal.com]

HAHAHA. *shameface*

I know EXACTLY what fic you're talking about. I was mostly entertained by the whole concept of that fic. And then they got to the end, and it was all WHAT KIND OF IDEALISTIC WONDERLAND WITHOUT BACKLASH AND CONTINUED BUTTSECKS DO YOU LIVE IN?!

... oh that's right, one where an amateur porn video is the next logical jump in decision making.

Then again, that fic didn't screw my head as much as This one did (http://community.livejournal.com/pinto_fic/103883.html). Reading it is an experience of acknowledging that one day, you're going to the special hell for different kinds of wrong.

[seperis.livejournal.com]

I couldn't get through that. I got freaked out by the dawning realizatoin it would not get better.

[aurora]

Reading it is an experience of acknowledging that one day, you're going to the special hell for different kinds of wrong.
THIS IS 100% TRUE. (Why can't I stop reading it??)


@Jenn: sorry for all the comment-hijacks.

[alita-b-angel.livejournal.com]

It's sort of like a car crash, where you know there are bodies rolling around beheaded but you can't help but gawk out your car window in morbid curiousity. And also that shameful, shameful little voice inside you, that if you were in that audience you would totally be cheering, despite the horrible trauma you're causing all involved.

[aurora]

Gaaah! I was okay-ish with the first story, because it was indeed a train wreck, but that was it. But now she's continuing it and it's veering off in beyond angsty, beyond realistic territory and I CANNOT STOP READING. Dammit. :D