I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. Oh God. It is the best thing I've ever read and I've never liked Carson more. It just feels so true to life and I totally could see this. YOu know what I liked best? The bit where John is all "Lorne's cool" because it sort of shows that John is so deliciously evil that he wants to determine who lives and dies - or something, not quite that. But still - so so good and what I said before about this story becoming a bullet proof kink? So true. I really want this. More of this, forever oh my god, I'll reply later when I'm less drunk off this fic.